The holidays are over :( they were extremely difficult on me. When you come from a family background of always being together..and the time comes for you to be apart...it seems somewhat unbearable. This was my first holiday season away from home. Away from those who understand me and make me smile. It was hard to see everyone else hugging and smiling together. Taking pictures and building new memories. As i sit in the background holding back the tears wishing i was at home with my family creating my own memories. I know that i have alot of things to be grateful this holiday season that i didnt have last year...but it doesnt make being away from those who make you who are any easier. But i guess when you become an adult and your family lives so far away..this is what you have to look forward to during the holidays. being apart and scattered everywhere...hopefully it gets easier as the years go by.
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