Use Somebody

Use Somebody

I've been roaming around
i was looking down at all i see
painting faces, building places i can't reach

you know that i could use somebody
you know that i could use somebody
someone like you

and all you know
and how you speak
countless lovers undercover of the street

you know that i could use somebody
you know that i could use somebody
someone like you

off in the night,
why'd you live it up?
-i'm off to sleep
waging war
to shake the cold(?)
---?

i hope it's going to make you notice
i hope it's going to make you notice
someone like me
someone like me
someone like me

somebody

(i'm waiting)

someone like you
somebody
someone like you
somebody
someone like you
somebody

i've been running around
i was looking down at all i see

To an early start

I finally cleaned out my life. Sadly not everyone mad it out with me. I felt like a fresh start was something i was desperately in need of. I took everything off my walls, pictures, posters, everything. All that's left are the markings on my walls of the memories i once cherished. It just seems easier to forget about the things that once made you smile if they are no longer in your face everyday to make you cry. I guess what you said was right, friends for season, friends for reasons and friends who care. The past few months showed me that very few of my friends fell under the category of those who care. And more than i was willing to admit to myself were in one of the other two. But we were in between, we feel in the middle of friends for seasons and friends who reasons. Now that reason is no longer valid and the season has passed im moving on. It hurts to let you go but it kills me little by little to hold on. And i am way to young to die of a broken heart caused by someone who never cared. So i continue my journey to better my life and myself. I cleared my room, my mind and now all i need to do is clear my heart and start new. So bare with me as i am sure i will be hitting a few pot holes along the way.

I'm sorry

Im sorry I've let you down, that Ive done so many things wrong,
That all i seem to do is hurt you and make you cry.

Im sorry that everyone else is always before you,
that i never take into consideration your feelings.

Im sorry i continue to break your heart and dont seem to care,
That i hate you more than i love you.

Im sorry that i wont let you be happy because others would be miserable,
That i'll never let you be yourself because the world cant handle who you are.

Im sorry that i'll forever hide the light that shines in your eyes,
that i'll keep it as a secret inside my heart and never share it with the world.

Im sorry that im slowly killing you and soon you will no longer matter,
no one knows you to remember you and no will ever have the chance to.

I'm sorry....................