I finally cleaned out my life. Sadly not everyone mad it out with me. I felt like a fresh start was something i was desperately in need of. I took everything off my walls, pictures, posters, everything. All that's left are the markings on my walls of the memories i once cherished. It just seems easier to forget about the things that once made you smile if they are no longer in your face everyday to make you cry. I guess what you said was right, friends for season, friends for reasons and friends who care. The past few months showed me that very few of my friends fell under the category of those who care. And more than i was willing to admit to myself were in one of the other two. But we were in between, we feel in the middle of friends for seasons and friends who reasons. Now that reason is no longer valid and the season has passed im moving on. It hurts to let you go but it kills me little by little to hold on. And i am way to young to die of a broken heart caused by someone who never cared. So i continue my journey to better my life and myself. I cleared my room, my mind and now all i need to do is clear my heart and start new. So bare with me as i am sure i will be hitting a few pot holes along the way.
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